your mind is working at its best when youre being paranoid, you explore every avenue and possibility of your situation
at high speed with total clarity, but sometimes you just cant figure out the truth because youre asking to some people that are emotionally or socially invested in you to be brutally honest, either family or friends will tell you what you want to hear, or what they want to believe because of their emotional investment in the situation, instead of circling the drain with biased speculation, go out and get plenty of unbiased people that have nothing to lose if they speak their mind and ask them what they think, after that, stop asking for people’s perspectives; accept their answers because youre not going to ever know the real truth when the person you care or love lies to you, because sometimes you only have the truth of commonsense when the unbiased majority has offered you their opinion, and when we care about people, we will believe the most far-fetched fantasies to help us deal with our actions, their actions and the conversations we missed out on, our intuition then becomes compromised, you should never put your life on hold, in order to decide what the truth is,
'the memory of truth no longer remains pure in the mind of a liar,'
