how the hell am i gonna have my bed time sleep back to normal again ?
*sigh*
idk, this insomnia is killing me softly, been waking up in the night, been sleeping in day light
*sigh*
ive been thinking a lot lately, idk why, maybe just because therere too much things running in my head - study, cars, friends, and most of it about her,
seems like everyday when i didnt talk to her in a day, felt like seems to be wrong, i felt uneasy, idk maybe it just my feelings been fooling me around i guess, i know im already fall with this girl, but its too early to say, we didnt meet with each other yet, still we're getting know with each other everyday, had few normal conversations, idk about her but to me, its a moment of my day, since the first day, ive hunger for her attentions, i need it so badly,
if youre reading this, im sorry if im so over acting, idk what you feel about me but im dying to know what youve been thinking of me, do you even thinking about me ? cause i do, every single time, even when im with my friends, still youre in my mind, its like im already attached to you, i even stalked you at twitter or else to see if ive been mentioned, call its a cliche but its the truth, i cant read your mind, im not that good, when it comes to this, i couldnt read a hint, even you once said that im bad in comforting you, im sorry
p/s: waiting patiently