cuti panjang dah nak habis bro

pejam celik pejam celik dah nak habis cuti, dah nak masuk tahun baru haih

what ive achieved in this year ?

idk actually, maybe yes or maybe not, or just maybe nothing, therere too much things happened, twisted around, complicated or so on,

well i just let it go and not to think about it too much, all i can say this whole year teaching me alot, mostly about the people who i can trust and who dont, because some people do changed, i changed and so did yourself

p/s: still livin in those dreams

sacrifices

would you feel glad if im the one who would sacrifice for you ?

will i ever be appreciated ?

'sacrifice is beautiful, but sometimes it such an ungrateful pain'

everybody know, we would possible do anything for the ones we love and care, its kinda like a responsibility for us

well, i dont need to say more, you know how its gonna be

til' next time,

daily quotes part 738384927 ..

have you ever thought that some last things will eventually came out for real ? that kinda of things that makes you never thought it might be happen ?

well i do,

therere some people ive given my respects, some people i have met and have blended in, type of people that you thought theyre the ones will be standing right beside you up and down, theyre the ones that you will never assume bad things about them, the ones that you call 'close to families',

but then, youre end up by being stabbed in the back by the same people that youll never thought theyd do - its kinda mindfucking things, that kinda feelings if you knew what i meant, still i had my lessons, lets start a fresh one shall we ?

til next time.

do nothing

sometimes, it just so sad that you cant do something that you already knew it needs to be change, it feels like yourself is being torn off into pieces, all you can do is nothing

lay low and still hustlin'

after a while now, with 'bitches thingy' came thru, managed to overcomed it like a bawse, hell i care with those stupid things, some people never grow up i guess, no matter what you do, in some days you have to deal with morons, i knew and still facing it, well yeah im just keep 'my middle fingers do the dance' as usual, lmao

til' next time

self - quoted

its not who i am that defines, its about what i do and why i choose to be done

- danie

missed

its been a while since my last post, well yeah therere so many fucked up things happened recently, still im still brighten my days as usual,

*happy eid-adha

self - reminder

never hesitate, never jump to conclusions, too much attentions attracts hatred, never go for full retard

- danie

bros come and go, bitches stay and left

honestly, ive been used to be left alone or been taking advantages on certain things or been dumped, or whatsoever,

idgaf truly,

after all these times flew away, ive been learning a bit from it, people OFTEN come and go, theres no big reason why and just carry on,

if theyre really appreciate then theyll stay, if they dont, just let them go, we cant possible humor all of them at the same time, humans dont do perfect, little more or less would maybe or maybe they dont, so what ? we humans do lots of mistakes and always will be, and those who stays with you thus accept you for who you are, are the ones who should be appreciated - endless

'a little of true buddies are much better than more of fake friends'

- danie

respect

tbt,

i got no problems with most people usually, easy to say that if youre giving me some respects and then surely ill give you mine, at certain point when others are disagree with you, please turn down your ego, learn to accept and respect the difference by others,

still, the ones that talking about respect but still thats the one who wouldnt get off the hat, then how its gonna be ?

im not an ass licker, and my attitude is based on who you are,

p/s: youre never gonna matter, cause you never did

another tgif

this rigshot came out perfectly, and also got featured in Traffic Magazine Online, special thanks to Roy Zakaria and Zahid Kasim for this, im so fucking love it, well yeah im blessed with my awesome surrounds, meeting with new friends, thanks a lot guys!

p/s: thank God its friday

today's activity

today i guess today was the best day, special thanks to Roy Zakaria and Zahid Kassim (Traffic Magazine) for this photoshoot session been done in MAEPS, serdang, big thanks also to Joo for the invitation, im honored that you guys willing to take shots for my baby, thanks a lot guys!

til' next time!

p/s: rigshot was awesome!

 

hopes and dreams killed me, again

nahh, dont wanna say much, guess its already happened, its just sad sometimes i couldnt get what i wished the most, well i guess i have to accept for it, things changed even though ive already noticed it earlier and theres nothing i can do about it,

you push too hard and you might let it lose, but if you let it go, apparently it wont come back to you

idk,

that feeling

you know how you feel when you realised youre slowly torn apart into pieces, yes that kinda feeling,

dont bother,

i choose to be this way and i dont mind to stay, im not giving up,

til' the end,

revenged!

have you ever wonder, some things you once said in the past life before, it got you back in the future now so sudden ?

apparently i just did, 

was laying down on my bed while scrolling my twitter then so sudden it came out from nowhere, a thought once i let out years back then it got me back now,

"hidup aku sekarang bangsat, sampai masa akan datang kalau aku hidup lagi dan gelak balik kenang masa lepas,"

well, ive been at my lowest part of my life before now, those years i felt like i was gone under and made me feel like i dont ever want to live anymore,

tbt,

i never thought i could survived all these til now, i was young, hopeless, living those days like waiting for my end to come, im known to myself love to messed up everything i could possible do, im not a proud son nor not a good friend, most of the past life time im not good doing at anything, with all diseases i had before, i was like not to give a care about at almost anything except dying, im better off dead back then, totally not motivated at all,

after 3 times of suicide trials, im still mad at myself, i was deeply mad to God why the hell did He wont let me die, still not everyone ever knew how i felt that time, im usually love to keep my distance from others, i lost both of my brother and sister, once i fell in love with a girl yet i screwed things up and i was depressed and affected worst of my life back then,

as i grow up and lived those days, im starting to thinking, about everything ive done, met with few new people, im starting to appreciate things surround me, im changing far beyond what i had back then, one thing i realised that im not that strong as i ever knew, i need help, i need attention from others so they will help me to get back up and start over back again, and apparently yes i did,

im slowly to moving over things ive left before, changing myself to be a better person, not just for me, for my family as well, i keep myself close and closer to the ones i love and care, learn and appreciate valuable things in life now, til now i guess i could say, im laughing whenever im thinking about my past life, those days are gone forever, only certain things im keeping in my mind as for a reminder to myself,

someone once told me,

"stop saying sorry too much"

this is what i got from my past life, im easily feel sorry for what ive done, im afraid of what they could think of me, im fragile, feeling sensitive about certain things could got me down again, i cant never messed up things again and i wont, im tired of letting things go, tired of disappointing, i just dont want things got me screwed up again and again,

get back up and revenged to the past life!

life is not a race, its about survival, how youre gonna survive to live for another tomorrow or end up being a loser, dont be afraid cause you know youre not, all of us are born to survive, achieve what you want the most, be someone important to someone else, keep loyal to the Lord Himself, and most importantly, make your parents proud - danie faizal, 2014

imperfection is one another my perfection

i love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,

i love you simply, without problems or pride,

i love you in this way because i do not know any other way of loving but this,

in which there is no i or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when i fall asleep your eyes close,

you may not be my first, my last, or my only,

i loved before i may love again,

but if i love you now, nothing else matters,

i may not perfect but youre my perfection,

i admit of being human and making mistakes, hold onto you and give you the most i can,

i may not be thinking about you every second of the day,

but i will give you a part of mine that i know you can break - my heart,

i smile when you makes me happy, let me know when i make you mad,

i miss you when youre not there,

im nothing special, of this i am sure,

im a common person with common thoughts and ive led a common life,

still there are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten,

yet but i love you with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough,

if i had a flower for every time i thought of you,

i could walk through my garden forever.

so it's not gonna be easy,

its going to be really hard,

im gonna have to work at this everyday,

but i want to do that because i want you,

i want all of you, forever, everyday,

you and me, everyday,

in vain have i struggled, it will not do,

my feelings will not be repressed,

allow me to tell you how ardently i admire and love you.

because,

you are, and always have been, my dream.

tgif

idk know if theres something is wrong,

i can feel it everyday it stay strong

right or wrong it making me feel uneasy

lot of things changed a bit lately

days after days you came thru

night after night ill keep missing you

will you stay here and never leave me ?

stand by my side as long as you can be

nothings better than having you around

the heart beats softly without a sound

my dearly beloved, i love you everyday

never cross in my mind youll be far away 

til the end,

 

too much attentions

id never expect all these gonna came thru, you know that kinda attentions youre gonna get when you already involve into some cultures or scenes or community and else, yes im one of those people,

at first, its kinda fun and excited, meeting with new friends, going thru with new experiences, getting all the knowledges, having fun and so on, but then eventually at some points, when you have your name rising up, lot of people are getting to know you in person, trust me things will change, like im going thru right know, idk where i did wrong with all these, i know sometime i could mess things up but really i dont expect things will came out from me like this, its like every single thing you do and people starting to talk about behind your back, starting to hating on you, couldnt saying the truth in front of you and serving you with bullshits, the fact is people starting to envy you because what have you achieved and so on,

idk,

these kinda things are more complicated than what it may be seen, truth to be told its sucks much, it feels like everything is turning back against you, at this time then youll know which one are standing beside and support you, or others may be like they are just like another 'talk like cock' kinda people you know, well i guess i have to lay low for a while or maybe its the way its gotta be, im sorry if i did things arent meant to be, and i know im just another 'newbies' who trying to fit in with other 'big boys'

til next time,

another dream part 3

terima kasih abah untuk hadiah birthday danie :3

birthday celebration!

well yeah, abah and mak decided to take all of us for dinner celebration of my 23rd birthday, along with adik, makngah, pakngah, edi, arip, kak ainul, bari and keram, at Swensens @ Subang Parade, 

dapat cake ice cream oreo! even though guwa tak minat cake lol anyway, thanks mak and abah for it, its simple yet meaningful, til next year :)

p/: bride cuga upcoming! 

time well spent

bosan kat jb taktahu nak pergi mana, as usual mesti singgah city square jalan jalan cuci mata, masuk singgah kat butik crossover, usha kasut kasut,

so i just added this to my shoes collection, everytime guwa beli kasut mesti hitam, mak pun komplen suruh cari warna lain haha

so yeah she picked this for me, thanks mak

*gambar ehsan gugel, tapi memang beli macam ni

p/s: vans dah guwa berpisah tiada lulz

idaman

hensem level infiniti ✌️

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2014

today is the day! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2014!

to those who knows me, i would like to ask forgiveness for all the mistakens ive done, secara sedar atau tidak, moga diberkati di hari mulia ini, okay belanja selfie sepammm

p/s: terima kasih membaca evendo takde orang akan baca lol ✌️

im better off dead

idk what ive done, it feels like my dad hates me so fucking much,

am i troublesome ?

kecik kecik membesar dengan caci maki balun rotan sana sini, guwa hadap hari hari, bila dah besar kena caci maki hari hari guwa sentap, sebab guwa dah boleh berfikir, 

kalau betul guwa anak tak berguna menyusahkan mak bapak, baik doakan guwa mati cepat, guwa pun tak nak menyusahkan mak bapak guwa hari hari

- danie

michael

how are you old friend ? i hope youre doing just fine there, taking care of her and love her as you will, you make me proud as always,

i miss you buddy

eargasm

"eh ewah ewah duit dah mula berserak,

they sayin' im the shits sapa mintak kena berak,

sarung tshirt putih seluar camo masih segak,

flow sick takleh pulih barang guwa dah merebak,

selu selu seluDOPE

selit barang seluDOPE

barang baik seluDOPE

susah datang seluDOPE"

- Akeem Jahat

my dear baby sister, Sarah

got this text message from Sarah just now, and idk what is she thinking of, well ill just write this up so you would understand,

dear adik,

first of all, its good to see that you realised your mistakes, its okay and not to afraid, abang ni pun kadang kadang buat salah juga, kita semua manusia tak lari dari silap, just i wanna say this to you, if you ever have something to share with, or someone to talk, you can talk to me, as im the only brother you have, im sorry if youre feeling that im not give any care about you or else, its not like that, im just being in silence cause youre never come to me in the first place and idk what problems you may have, i know sometimes i rarely spend more time with you and our family, i know im more to spend time on myself and im sorry,

tbt, im sorry if im not being a good brother, im sorry if i didnt show how much i love my baby sister, you should know better that im your brother, and theres nothing more important than our family as well, mak and abah and surely me as well really love you much and worry if something happen to you, dont ever do what you did last time, and if you ever want to go somewhere else, just let me know and ill drive you to there, okay ? be a good girl i know you are, i know you can do better, make our parents proud,

your brother,

danie

thinking overload

been wondering,

how the hell am i gonna have my bed time sleep back to normal again ?

*sigh*

idk, this insomnia is killing me softly, been waking up in the night, been sleeping in day light

*sigh*

ive been thinking a lot lately, idk why, maybe just because therere too much things running in my head - study, cars, friends, and most of it about her,

seems like everyday when i didnt talk to her in a day, felt like seems to be wrong, i felt uneasy, idk maybe it just my feelings been fooling me around i guess, i know im already fall with this girl, but its too early to say, we didnt meet with each other yet, still we're getting know with each other everyday, had few normal conversations, idk about her but to me, its a moment of my day, since the first day, ive hunger for her attentions, i need it so badly,

if youre reading this, im sorry if im so over acting, idk what you feel about me but im dying to know what youve been thinking of me, do you even thinking about me ? cause i do, every single time, even when im with my friends, still youre in my mind, its like im already attached to you, i even stalked you at twitter or else to see if ive been mentioned, call its a cliche but its the truth, i cant read your mind, im not that good, when it comes to this, i couldnt read a hint, even you once said that im bad in comforting you, im sorry

p/s: waiting patiently

insomnia

its been a while since last time i had a good sleep. i cant sleep at night, i dont know why. therere too much things ive been thinking maybe, been gone thru all tense and making me tired, still its hard for me to have a good sleep. while everyone are sleeping, and im busy by doing nothing all by myself. now i know how its feel to be insomnia. trying hard to get my sleep back like normal *sigh*

til next time

i wont see you tonight part 1

cry alone ive gone away

no more nights no more pain

ive gone alone took all my strength

ive made the change i wont see you tonight

sorrow sank deep inside my blood

all the ones around me

i cared for and loved

Building up inside of me

a place so dark, so cold It had to set me free
dont mourn for me youre not the one to place the blame

as bottles called my name i wont see you tonight

sorrow sank deep inside my blood

all the ones around me

i cared for and most of all i loved

but i cant see myself that way

please dont forget me

or cry while im away

cry alone ive gone away

no more nights no more pain
ive gone alone took all my strength
but ive made the change i wont see you tonight

so far away im gone
please dont follow me tonight

and while im gone
everything will be alright

no more breath inside

essence left my heart tonight

no more breath inside

essence left my heart tonight

- a7x

pray 4 gaza

fasting month this year doesnt cheerful as well as it should be, our brothers and sisters are being violently attack by the Zionist bastards!

may God bless the people of Gaza

it truly breaks my heart a lot to see all those innocent people are being murdered, women and children are being killed without sense of humanity, deep down in me, died cause theres nothing i can do here except praying for their safety and freedom, while we're living our life peacefully, they are struggling to live for tomorrow!

screw you Zionist Israel! damn you United State!

you may kill us all and take our land! but you cant take our spirit and religion! at the end of the day, you may win the fight but you cant win the war!

Allahuakbar!

Cartoon My Ride

nicely done by Freshphysics, first cartoon art of my baby lil erni :)

tgif again

salam jumaat lagi sekali, harini tak pergi solat jumaat gara gara major headache

padan muka guwa tidur lambat lagi

what's plan for today ? idk

lets see what's on the menu tonight, horah

p/s: 3 jam setengah lagi nak berbuka

live, laugh, love, LEFT ?

be hurt by truth or being love by lies ?

idk

after all, i'm already getting used by all these fucked up things, yet i'm still livin' my life to the fullest as i could

the chronicles of life

til' next time

fasting month of the year

sekejap je rasa, esok dah puasa fiuh

moga segala amalan diterima sebaiknya, selamat berpuasa!

p/s: moga puasa penuh lagi sekali

daily quotes

you know you want it,

you know you're gonna get it,

you know that someday it will be you gonna catch it,

because you are the one that shall be writing those stories of your own life.

surround by lovely people, hated by others,

dream on it, wish for it, go get it!

life is too short to get easy on it

live it once, feel it much

if there're no dreams, life would be bored

your pick,

- danie

revealed!

my baby's new apparel 😘

delay

another delay, i thought i can have you back by yesterday, still you haven't ready yet, i'm sorry baby and i miss you too

another dream part 2

finally!

abaikan bangla tepi tu, tokey kedai lol still, workmanships dorang power, berbaloi la dengan setiap sen yang dilaburkan 👍

p/s: i love my lil erni 😘

another dream

finally got my self an iphone muahahahaha

terasa nak pakai, sekali dengan abah beli sama sama

al kisah nya masa otw dari rumah nak ke airport, singgah r&r nilai breakfast then dah gerak keluar tu abah tertinggal phone dia dalam toilet, took us about half  and hour nak pusing balik, sampai je r&r nilai balik dah hilang dah phone tu sobs

dah sampai airport pulak lambat, missed flight lagi, sementara tunggu next flight untuk ke langkawi, abah singgah maxis centre buat balik sim baru and phone baru, guwa pun kenen kat abah nak iphone hihi

yep, bought it for rm459 for an iphone 5s, murah ? trade it with my samsung note 2 (tak tahu pulak maxis centre ada buat trade in) plus guwa memang dah ada contract dengan maxis dulu, kira renew balik la, thats why murah

so yes, kami 4 beranak adalah apple users lol (mak pakai ipad) adik guwa pun sekali 5s, terima kasih atas kurniaan rezeki :3

danie faizal's

some thing are meant to be untold

i have my personal and so yours, so you keep your words and i'll keep mine, so why bother with things are not meant to be your business ?

'melayu suka sibuk jaga tepi kain orang katanya'

bagi sesetengah orang menganggap tu cuma ambil berat, true ? nahhh maybe

senang cerita, bila orang tu buat hal dia jangan sibuk jangan kacau, kita buat hal kita. mereka yang suka menyibuk kadang kadang ni pesen cemburu, mungkin ya mungkin tidak.

okay ?

honda haters

i don't know alot but from what i heard, ramai kaki motorsport tak suka dengan geng geng honda

you know why ?

bongkak, berlagak, poyo, langsi, kerek, sombong, cakap besar, etc that's most of them yang akan kata

well, dari apa yang aku main wira dulu pun aku ngaku, aku kengkadang tak suka dorang TAPI tak semua lah, ada je geng dorang yang okay

sekarang pun aku dah terjebak pakai honda, SEBAB aku minat, TAPI tak bermaksud aku sekali babit perangai macam tu (bagi aku lah tak tahu lah orang lain macam mana)

truth is, benda ni normal je kot, sesentengah orang pun macam tu juga, i mean bukan saja pada geng honda, tak kisah lah apa kereta pakai pun, kalau dah bongkak tu bongkak jugak, kalau rasa hidung tinggi tu, megah jugak

what's more important is RESPECT

kau dapat apa yang kau bagi, rendah diri dan hormat orang, peduli apa orang kata, janji kau tak kacau orang, senang kan ?

kita sama sama jiwa motorsport, why don't just we get along ? kau jiwa kau, aku jiwa aku, kita sama sama minat kereta - performance, drag, drift, autoshow, stance fitment or anymore else included

pelik kadang kadang tengok dorang berkecimpung sama bidang, masih ada nak berparang

goodnight

semester break

finally, exams over and now i'm on semester break,

had sent lil erni to workshop for custom paintjob, looking forward to see what she looks like

hehe

yeah, slowly i'm reaching every step i wanted for lil erni and yes it's June, good start for the month i guess

hope it's going well for upcoming days, thank you God for the blessed

gotta a month for me to do nothing at home

*sigh*

deeper meaning

"you know what they said, show me how you drive and i'll show you who you are"

- dominic toretto

well yeah sometimes you can get something from the movies, i mean the lesson to be learn that can be adapt in your life

i have my own, still i keep searching for another one

knowledge is something that you just can't get enough like that, it keeps growing, for how many long we can live, and so more new things can be discover

goodnight

sabtu

hari ni hari sabtu
hari sabtu mengundang pilu
apa yang pilu ?
aku pun tak tahu

sebenar benarnya tiada apa pun yang pilu, saja nak tulis kasi havoc lol

anyway, selamat berhujung minggu kengkawan, esok guwa last paper, barai lagi

harini ada kenduri kat somban, ada event kat melaka, barai barai lagi

dan nyatanya, guwa pun tak cukup tidur, lagi lah barai

kbai

till' death of me

save me, i'm looking in from the outside
save me, as water fills my lungs
save me, i'm reaching up for the surface
save me before i choke

take me on, i'm here, i'm ready

i don't want to live forever
i just want to live for you
if this world falls down around us
we'll be here shining through

and i know sometimes we move too fast
and leave our ghosts behind us
but now they're in front of me
don't give up on me just yet
i know that you won't, i'm too hard to forget
is this really what you want for me?
now i need to believe
is this really where you want me to be
this is our struggle, we need to believe

when i'm gone don't cry for me
my spirit will live on
if you put your faith in me i fould be the one
i'll live on

i still believe

- blessthefall

what goes around comes around

irony seems to be the legit word, you know ?

somehow, i'm afraid that i'd end up to be in that kind of situations,

you know when you talk about a person that you dislike, the way you act somehow you're being that same person that you hated so much,

p/s: certain people are worth to satisfy :)

final weeks

final in another 2 - 3 weeks time, and this week gonna be the last week of classes,

damn

how the times fly fast without we knows it, gotta clear up all the assignments and tutorials.

p/s: all the best danie faizal

nardi torino + quick release

finally!

got myself a nardi torino volante steering wheel and slimfit quick release

yeayyyy!

tercapai idaman nak tukar stereng si lil erni ni fuhh, boleh cabut cabut pulaaaaaaaa heheh

p/s: terima kasih atas kurniaan rejeki

al - Fatihah

arwah nenek menghembuskan nafas terakhir pukul 8 lebih malam tadi.

petang tadi arwah kena hantar kat hospital sebab sesak nafas, muka pucat bibir biru dah tengok :(

selamat sudah nenek pergi dengan tenang, tuhan permudahkan semuanya, tak perlu lagi nenek tanggung seksa sakit semua.

p/s: al Fatihah untuk nenek, moga tenang di sana bersama sama orang orang beriman

stay strong, danie

i've been through the worst in my life, i don't know what's more can be happen.

our fate is in God's hand

indeed, we're just human, living through the life, obey Him, making our journey as the best as it can be.

surround by the people i love and care, what's more i could ask ? i'm blessed.

p/s: let's stay strong for better tomorrow

mainan perasaan

dah lama tak bertegur.
dah lama tak menyembang.
dah lama tak bergurau.
dah lama tak mengacau.

kau dah jadi milik orang lain, sakit pedih aku ada lagi.

tapi doa aku tak pernah putus untuk kau, janji aku tak pernah mungkir pada kau.

mungkin aku dah malas tagih harapan lagi, tapi sikit pun tak pernah tarik diri, tak pernah mengalah.

aku cuma jauhkan diri, dalam diam aku ambil berat, mungkin kau tak tahu, entahlah kadang kadang bangsat juga mainan perasaan ni.

aku tak tahu apa yang nak buat.

p/s: hujan lebat sejuk betul

silence doesn't meant that i don't care

these few weeks passing by, i've been in silence, spending more times with lil erni and on my social networks.

SAME OLD SHITS, SAME OLD ROUTINES

guess i don't have much things to do besides doing nothing, nahhhhhhhhhh baraiiiiiiiii.

bosan sebenarnya ulang ulang benda yang sama, tak tahu apa aku nak, selain mengeluh jiwa kacau, layan awek awek imaginasi.

kahkahkah.

bila tak buat benda berfaedah lagi jahanam masa terbuang rasanya, kesian betul.

entahlah, nasib watak seorang danie faizal mungkin ? tidak lah sampai tak bersyukur, alhamdulillah sekarang puas hati sikit, sikit jelah pun.

hahahah

boleh ke macam ni ? #taksweetbro katanya. still aku move on slowly hari demi hari, perit tu masih ada lagi lekat, susah nak buang, makan masa katanya.

"orang lain boleh, tak kan kau tak boleh kan ?"

tahniah lah, aku bukan macam kau, aku diri aku sendiri, bukan orang lain, lain orang lain caranya, lain orang lain dugaannya.

tabah, sabar, redha, pasrah dan sewaktu dengannya.

p/s: they said nice guy finish last, well thanked God i'm a douchebag

never go for full retard

i'm complicated i guess.

there're too much things i couldn't handle, barely to care.

i don't know, it changed, sometimes i'm paranoid about certain things.

i wonder why.

p/s: living in lowest part of your life making you stronger each day

save me please ?

dear you.

please save me would you ?

save me from all those things that brought me down to the lowest.

i need you, i'm weak.

can't stand with all these, i'm not strong enough.

tied up with broken hopes and promises.

help me to get through all these, forget all the lies within.

i wanna start over, with you.

because i love you.

p/s: whoever you are out there, please ?

my car, my story

i'd rather lose by a mile because i built my own car, than win by an inch because someone else built it for me.

your car is your story, so don't let someone else write the book.

- moog

future ?

to be honest, i myself don't know what am i gonna do after this, i mean in the future.

still i'm on my way finishing my studies and so on, a bit far behind than others but yeah i'm struggling.

it's not that i'm not interested with studies anymore, i still wanna grab that scroll of mine someday, slowly catching up the flow.

just, i don't know how it's gonna be, i don't have my destination yet, but still i'm making my journey of life, achieving what i want, make both of my parents proud.

til the end.

i know my son and i know my daughter tapi still sampai sekarang aku tak tahu apa anak lelaki aku nak buat, tak habis habis dengan kereta dia - abah, 2014

midnight touch up

last touch up before off to jb tomorrow.

dapat lah sikit mana yang patut, kereta tak lawa nak banding dengan kereta lelain.

fucking excited for this upcoming, few hours and counting. may god bless the journey, safe and sound pergi dan balik.

it's sucks

mom and dad fighting again and i'm so not in fucking mood.

left alone as usual.

p/: i wish i could stay away and gone for a while

daily quotes

they said just don't give a care, and you'll be fine.

i've tried and i can't.

it still hurts me much.

choices i made, decisions i took, path i walked.

teaching myself to be more heartless, i guess i was born with 'not to hate'.

yet, i'm still struggling.

p/s: i'm not giving up, i just keep myself for distance

fall down

why do you always fall down ?

because i can learn to get back up again.

why don't you give up and let it go ?

because i can't, if i just given up that way and it keep hunting me in the future, makes me regrets all the time.

do you regrets about all the decisions you made ?

no i didn't, because it's way of life i living in, being regret of mistakes i made doesn't change a thing, instead of that i just keep moving and learn from wrong doings and not to make the same mistakes again.

no more low

new setup for lil erni.

no more low, it's poking time!

guess, this is safer way for daily drive, it's alright it's okay, still Stance & Fitment mode.

p/s: gonna miss that 'livin that low life'

new setup

busted my driveshaft again, old man gonna kill if he knows it.

so gotta change my setup for daily drive tho. it's 'poke fitment', no more lowered as fuck.

guess i can 'lenjan' back with lil erni on highway. phew.

p/s: barai barai barai barai

hey there JPJ

bila sesuatu benda dah jadi trending, maka badan kerajaan mula menjadikan ia sebagai satu kesalahan di sisi undang undang kata mereka.

Stance and Fitment Culture

bila keluarnya idealogi bodoh lagi tak berakal, dikatanya semua sport rim 'lebar' itu adalah 'rota', sayangnya, bila dikatanya sebegitu, kami pun pakat gelak ramai ramai, bangang abadi tak pernah nak habis segelintir 'badan kerajaan' ni.

kenapa perlu dikatakan salah ? apakah kami ni punca kemalangan seperti dikatakan ? adakah kerana ramai seperti kami ni wujud di mesia ni dan kamu semua boleh 'mengambil kesempatan' ke atas kami ni ?

sudah sudahlah, cari lah benda lain yang lagi berfaedah kalau nak buat kerja, kami Stancer yang bermain dengan hobi kami, bukan kami lakukan jenayah besar. rata rata yang punca kemalangan tu sendiri disebabkan sikap pemandu yang bebal, bukan disebabkan hanya jentera tayar kepak tu sendiri, tak percaya ? buka balik statistik kemalangan tu, check balik. ada sebab tayar kepak kengkang jadi punca ? ada sebab Stance and Fitment ni penyebab utama kemalangan di mesia ni ? no, tiada sama sekali.

by the way, before nak menuding jari kat kami semua ni, cuba lah korang check sendiri anak anak buah korang tu, staff staff korang tu, kebanyakan jentera dorang tu lagi lahanat dari kami. tinted gelap, hid, ubahsuai sampai hilang identiti sebenar kereta, lagi jahanam semuanya, dorang boleh je ? jangan tutup mata dengan salah sendiri tapi sibuk nak menuding jari cari salah orang lain wahai jpj, begitu juga dengan trafik polis dan sebagainya. terus terang saya cakapkan, anda memang bagus buat kerja anda, tak dinafikan.

i guess, hobi ni tak akan pernah habis di sini, buat lah apa pun, kami tetap perjuangkan apa yang kami minat, tak akan berkubur di sini. hentikan jadi dungu, buka mata dan perhatikan alam sekeliling. kami tak minta anda untuk suka kami, hanya terima dengan kehadiran dan wujudnya kami di sini. cuba meniru dunia luar ? come one lah, hidup kita ni pun asalnya meniru, jangan jadi lurus sangat nak membangkang semua benda.

anda teruskan dengan kerja anda, kami teruskan dengan minat kami

cheers mafakas.

i'm broke

i took lil erni to workshop for repairing today, spent 500++ bucks for adjustable services and new coil spring. sigh.

poket dah nipis duduk rumah jadi budak baik laaa

well spent i guess, got more low than before. fiuhh.

til' next time yo.

abused

current mood: mentally and emotionally abused.

FUCK IT, I HATE IT

things that brought me up to the highest, bring me down back to the lowest

clueless

now everything seems to be far away and faded. after a while, it does makes sense and now i know.

remember how we met back each other ? that was last year and that time i was so excited, and so did you.

i met you back and i let it all out to you, you loved it and i was the happiest man on earth.

but then, days after days, after few dates and away, you seems to be changed a bit, you were no longer excited as you used to do, i wondered.

what happened ? something told me there were something weren't right. i don't know it but i can feel it, until now.

'something does meant to be unknown for better or worst'

p/s: i wish i knew what it is

pray 4 MH370

woke up to this news, an airplane of Malaysian Airlines was lost and undetectable of radar during flight from Kuala Lumpur to Beijing 0240 hours.

may everything will be alright and may all the passengers and all the crews safe sound.

my prayers be with all of you, amin

4 in the morning

4 pagi dan masih belum lelap, ah sial. waktu macam ni lah yang sangat celakanya, bila akal fikiran jauh di dalam mula berfikir tentang perkara yang tak patut terlintas.

kau di situ, kau di sini, kau di sana dan kau di mana mana tu

bila otak mula berfikir jantung juga mula mengepam laju, akal melintaskan perkara silam yang patutnya ditanam dalam dalam, hati mula gelisah gundah dan menyampaikan deria kepada otak dan lalunya mengarah kepada tubuh badan untuk bertindak dan lazimnya perbuatan bodoh akan dilakukan dengan lagaknya oleh seorang insomnia.

p/s: jujur aku rindu

friday night fever

whats up with friday ? just nothing to be amaze. same old same old, different weeks.

lepak, makan, sembang, bahan, gelak gelak

i wish there's something can change that, i mean something make me feel excited about upcoming. i'm no longer feel that way, i feel empty, numb, nothing.

p/s: i hate this 2014

passion

when it came to hobby, there's a passion.

if you really into something, you will try hard enough to achieve that for yourself,

blood, sweat, money

i did spent all my money on my car, it's the only thing i love to do at all, it's my passion beyond everything.

i may not rich, but at least i got what i wanted for, paying with what i need to make sure, all the things i could possible get, i'm going for it.

they may not understand, they may not know but who cares ? we do what we do best, we're going for what we wished for. not for others, not for anyone else, but ourselves.

none but ourselves can free our mind - bob marley

mid-semester break

2 paper down for yesterday and today and so mid-semester break for 2 weeks started now.

makan tidur lepak la jawabnya

i wish i have 10k bucks in my hands now, so much things can do for lil erni.

dream on danie.

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

'you don't know how strong you are until being strong is the last choice you got'

keep on fighting, who knows better future is coming ahead of us.

i've been worst, yet i'm still breathing well. surrounds by the people i love and care, surviving living in this cruel world, i'm blessed

stancer's first world problem

got stucked again on speedbump for the 4th times. i see haters, i see people with silly smiles on their fucking face, hell i care.

go harder or go home

p/s: thanks to them who helped me pushed the car to get over the bump

gettin away

when everything seems to fuck me up, i just grab my car key and drive around without known destination, just drive and let it all out.

without cares, without hesitations.

there's something about engine that calms me down - Jesse, The Fast and The Furious

first timer

hello there,

this is my 2nd time on blogging. had to delete the old one cause too much craps in it, so yeah i started the new one here. anyway, thanks for reading.

cheers,
- danie faizal